Memories and Times

Time has passed.
Second by second.
Minute by minute.
Hour by hour.
Day by day.
Month by month.
Finally, from year to year.
It's been 5 years.
These memories about you never leave me.
Don't you know how painful it is?
How my life has been so pathetic..
Shadowed by something I never want to live with.
I'm trying to forget. But nothing happens.
Because the more I tried, the more it always reminds me.
The more it tears my heart into pieces.
Do you think I want all of this happen to me?
I don't. I won't. Never.
If it possible, if I might, I'd like to hit my head on the wall, lots of times.
To erase these memories. To make me amnesia.
Because time goes on and on. Always.
Never stops. Never back to the past.
And I don't know how much longer this memories will fill my head up.
Maybe til next year? Or 5 years again? Or 8 years? Or more?

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